COVID SHOT & OVARIAN CANCER

Covid was stressful, but dealing with my sister being diagnosed with Ovarian Cancer (carcinosarcoma) was extremely heartbreaking. I always tried to put up a strong and positive front for her, but deep down, I knew it wasn't good. She had her annual check-up in October 2021, and everything looked good. In December, approximately a month after the COVID-19 shot, she had pain in her abdomen. She went to the hospital to have it checked out. They saw something on one of the scans and sent her for more tests. That is when they discovered she had cancer.

In the beginning, it looked hopeful. She was scheduled quickly for surgery to remove the growth from her ovary. When they opened her up, they realized it was much worse, and they just closed her up without removing anything. This was very discouraging!

She started doing chemotherapy, which seemed to be going well. She didn't have too many side effects and took the treatments well. After 3 months, they would re-evaluate. Of course, they encouraged her to get her COVID & flu shots, and she did what she was told. After the first 3 months, they did a scan to see if the chemotherapy was working. Unfortunately, they had to change the chemo treatments. They had to do this several times. She continued to get her COVID booster shots even though I had told her about the potential side effects and that it could be causing the cancer to progress quicker. I encouraged her to try an alternative therapy, like a Hyperbaric chamber, which is supposed to help reduce cancer growth. Still, because her doctor did not agree, she didn't do it.

She was always someone who looked at her doctor as knowing everything. She would do what the doctor said and not question it. On the other hand, I want to know all my options and research everything. Cancer has been increasing since the COVID-19 shot! Why is this? Is this a coincidence? I know she seemed to get worse after each COVID shot. Maybe I am wrong, but I believe the COVID-19 shot had something to do with the progression and possibly the cancer.

Amazing that the stage 3 cancer only appeared on a scan one month after the COVID-19 shot? That just doesn't make sense!
Some people may think I am trying to blame the shot for her cancer, so I have a reason, and it will make her death easier to accept. Whatever the cause may be, it does not make it any easier!

The last few months of her life were difficult for her and her family. It's not easy seeing your loved one giving up. She died on April 9th, 2023. It was Easter Sunday. She will be greatly missed, but I know she is with me and is working hard to send me signs.

I offered to make a slide show video with pictures of her life for the memorial service. Well, I think she thought this was a good time to try to connect with me. They say that Spirits are very good at playing with electronics. She proved to me that this was so! I had been having issues getting all the pictures together. Still, after many hours, I finally made a beautiful video to honor my sister. When I went to turn off my computer program, a picture of her laughing appeared on my desktop. It was as if she was laughing at me. To set a picture as your desktop picture, it takes some work. It's not like I did any of those steps to get the picture there. It just appeared out of thin air! That was truly her telling me she was with me.

I understand that losing something is an opportunity to appreciate it. Several other family members passed away during the Covid-19 period from Cancer. My 2 brother-in-laws, both died from Cancer. One was a healthy trombone player and died of Lung Cancer at only 66 years old. There is no history of cancer in his family. The other died from Cancer and was 87.
May they both Rest in Peace.

I am learning that endings are merely beginnings. Death is an illusion. It’s a fact of life that the human body we use to travel the earth must eventually stop working. It’s not meant to exist forever. The energy and consciousness that inhabited that body is free and returns to its natural home, but it never abandons us. I am learning not to bury painful emotions. Deal with them as they come, and take all the time I need to neutralize them without hiding them. This is the only way to become whole and healthy.